Everybody has those moments, where you think back and realize that you messed a certain moment up. Currently, I'm listening to my favorite playlist and looking at some old pictures of me with my friend that was mentioned in "Confidence". I'm thinking "Shit, you really missed your chance. It could've worked."
Here, again, is the theme of my website:
Any Minute I would have asked her out, my life would have changed. For better or for worse, worse being her declining and me losing her as a friend. If you're declined, it's just too fucking weird trying to be around them, thus losing them forever.
Women don't realize, that men just can't be your friend. It never works. They've (most always) got different intentions of getting into a relationship, and that's usually not how friendships are. The man ends up feeling like shit because he's been friendzoned, and the woman not realizing what she's done unintentionally.
In my case, I don't want to lose her out of my life, that's why I haven't got the guts to ask her out, so I'm kind of friendzoning myself if that makes sense.
More mess-ups to follow.